Alright so I am getting a divorce. This is fabulous. Fabulous in that I absolutely can't stand being married to this jerk not one second more. But not so fabulous because I am going to be a single mother, while in school, and I have to find a job. Oh yeah and a place to live. I am fortunate to have support aplenty. Been talking to old friends and new friends. Like Private Guy, I am so glad he still talks to me. Any other man would tell me to get bent. Not Private Guy though, he still talks to me and gives me the best advice. And then there's Mango Boy, one of my most favorite dance partners ever. Sex too. Can't lie there. Well I can, but not this time. I've met many people along the way.
It's already the beginning of December! OI OI OI OI!!! How the HELL did that Happen?!?!?!? Christ, it's almost Christmas. I haven't even begun shopping, nor do I care to. Not feeling very Christmasy, you know divorce etc. school kid birthday OMG My child's birthday is coming up too. Why on Earth did I have to have a kid that was born 5 days before Jesus? Well, I've never been much of a planner.
Going to go eat everything in sight as I stress about my future. Many of life's troubles are figured out over a nice fudgey caramely nutty turtle. Hmmmmm, maybe I'll get some ice cream and make it a Sunday. So much for my diet while trying to lose the weight I've gained being miserable in my marriage. Guess I can't fully start healing until I am fully away. And at this point I'm not.
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